Thursday, November 02, 2006

It's been a while...

Yep, it's been a while since I posted. Since I've gotten lots of nice comments from people over the last few weeks, I figure I owe it to you to explain my absence.

"The Event" in August really messed me up. I never realized how much I want to be a mother. Part of me feels so guilty, and in some ways, I feel responsible, even though I know it's not my fault and it probably couldn't have been prevented.

Consequently, I've sort of stayed away from the ED world, including this blog. I don't know what I'm going to do with it. I might start updating again tomorrow, I might wait until next year, I might never update again, or I might delete this blog entirely. I haven't decided.

I'm just sort of floating at the moment.

So, there's your explanation. As always, feel free to email me--I might not respond right away (see explanation above), but please know that I do read all of the emails that I get :-)

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

YOUR SITE ROCKS... YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY KEEP UPDATING IT. DON'T LEAVE US, WE NEED YOU :)

Anonymous said...

Your blog is great! Please don't go! If you need support there is a great site called mindsupport.co.uk
It's *not* proana, and it's an excellent site filled with lovely people. I hope things pick up for you soon!

Anonymous said...

just stumbled upon your site-looks like you haven't posted for awhile but i found the information useful being ednos myself for about 10 years....loved the recipies from your cookbook too! thanks:)

Anonymous said...

If not posting anymore is what you need to be healthy, then don't.
If you can find it in you to embrace life and leave this behind you, do it.
If you have something else to live for, live for it.
If you have a chance to get out, get out while you still can. Keep trying, keep fighting, keep getting just a little tiny bit better. If you have the strength to do what none of us can, who here could hold that against you?

But thank you for being out there, for letting me know that I'm not the only one.

I wish you the best in life. I wish you far better than this.
Don't come back unless you have to.

Anonymous said...

This place was a great one. Thanks for not erasing it. Hope you're better.

Anonymous said...

Hello. i read at your site and thought it quit intresting. ( sorry, my language are not so well, iam from sweden...) I wondreing if you want to email me efter you hade read this, to ems.arvidsson@hotmail.com. I wondering about the pics. Is it you or just a model? And i hade understand that you not like food so well. if you want, i will discuss that. I am curious about stuff like that. I have thoughts who goes around about stuff like that... Many hugs Emma and i hope we will se each other on email lather :)

Anonymous said...

I just found your site. I don't know what happened to you in August, but I can really identify with wanting a baby. I hope you get everything you want and better. Take care of yourself.

Anonymous said...

you probably cant have a freaking baby bc you have too little body fat... sorry, but you're a god awful idiot, and i hope and pray that something in your head clicks and you realize how much you're hurting yourself by not eating. when you wisen up is when you should have a baby. but if you continue this way, i hope you cannot procreate; we dont need anymore morons in this world. sorry.

Anonymous said...

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And please keep your blog! You're helping us all, please keep the updates coming.

Stay strong, xoxo

Anonymous said...

Hi your an insparation to us all overcoming this will prove that you are strong anough to have a baby xxx

Anonymous said...

Please don't leave us!! we NEED YOU SO MUCH!!

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